Not really a poem just ramblings of an over worked mind

Married for 19 years, Have fought through all the trials and tears.
Never once had i imagined that i would be caught right here.

I love him, you love her
But together we stand
How is it possible
To be in love with another man?

Hes my high school sweetheart,
The father of my children.
He was my hope and future
Our love is surely forbidden.

Six long years ago you came into my life,
So young and sweet that fateful starry night.
I tried to resist, i tried to fight
The feelings i had on that late fall night.

So here we are in one hell of a pickle
Will these feelings ever begin to dwindle?
Youre in my every thought, my every dream
How the hell could you do this to me?

I was always strong enough to resist the urge,
From my soul i wish i could purge
The memories of you and me
The feeling of we were meant to be

I have your heart as you have mine
Maybe its meant for another place or time
I cant let you go, its easy to see
No matter what you are a part of me.