raining anxiety

drip, drop as the sky cries
racing the sundown
only to run back into your arms

radio's down a few miles
trembling with coffee and water
tried to refuel before you took me home

as i hit your sheets
wondering why i'm not better
hurting & questioning this weather i'm under
pains striking much like lightening
thoughts rolling with the thunder
separating from our storm

the sun won't shine another day
if we stay inside this barn-home shelter