Love is a big shiny orange light, much like the sun

I want a light, bright and shining
the glory, such beauty right in front of my eyes
It's real, it's true, It's what explains everything
beyond me, because I know I'm not capable
It's so fierce, yet so warm, I want to touch it,
just to understand what it feels like, but I already know or do I?
curiosity killed the cat, I've heard that before, but what does it mean?
That I should run in sight of danger, what if I said I couldn't, that I wasn't afraid
or my desires to understand is more powerful than the pain
frustration hits me many times, what is this? why let me know
Even though I know it's beyond me, I still try, why? can I not just give up?
It always grabs my attention,just by doing nothing,
it's deep seated in the core of my soul,
It hydrates my spirit in insane perfection
It's a fire, activated by our acceptance of it,
then it doesn't let go,ever...
And the journey begins, a orbit around it of course,no entry
what can it make you do? how eratic  can you become?
the worse thing you can do is to die for it, because of it
it will never go, if it did we would die either way
it built us, we can see nothing past it
It calls to us, those who hear it will focus on it
they will see it, they will want it, but its too big
too dangerous to hold to yourself,
those who have been touched by it will never be the same again,
no matter how hard you try to reverse,there's no undo button
Don't worry though, it radiates in an echo fashion,
so you can breathe for a minute or two
But it won't stop, it's all I think about
All that defines me, all I care about
Passion wasn't enough I suppose
I love it, but sometimes it can be too overwhelming
it seeps through everything I do, I'm sure you can see it in my eyes
I see it all around me, the way my sky was made like a blanket to protect me
the beauty in this world that enrich my soul like it does
I see it in some people, the ones who know him
I call this light him now, cause it's a person too
Then because of this I see him in relationships, couples in love
Parent's willing to give themselves to children,
empathy passer bys show to a homeless man on the street
why would you do that? it doesn't make sense, yet it does
Love, the reason for my living, my purpose is integrated into my system
I will love no matter how hard I try to say no, and this is not captivity
because it's what made me who I am, in his form no matter what I am he and he is me
It's me and him agaisnt the world, that's me in my completed form
And unless you give me something better than him, Looks like i'll stick around
I do this in reality too, stick around for the ones that will always be there,
when I say forever, I mean business
So I will love him forever and when I see him in my world as a person, I will love him there too
It's all I know how to do, it's all I've been put here in this world to do, and I plan to do it either way
even if it tries to kill me, I will always love you.