don't understand

I hate when people say they understand me, i can't stand that shit.

There is nobody going to feel me until THEY are in the same situation. Everyday in MY life i give a whole lot of determination. You ain't going to understand me until you want a female so bad that you will do anything to keep her around, i love talking to her and plus the way her voice sound.  But Lately things been going a little side ways, EVER since she let the devil come in and destroy us in the worse way. Hanging on to the fact that she did me wrong, but i still love her hope she understand that i do. I told her WHAT ever she do just make sure you stay true. When i LOVE i go hard, but everything i do i go harder. things are not what they use to BE, texting and the calling has stop. I know WHAT is going on she really want this other guy except for me. Even though i know everything about her, but it seems like things will never be the same between us. You will never understand the pain, the pain of me seeing her happy with another guy, she was treating me so wrong all i did JUST sit back and cry. People will never understand the love i have for her and i don't think she will until feel the same way i do. At the end of the day i will always love her and plus I can take in and NEVER dish out.

Take all that in for a minute and understand MY pain.  

Missed calls and no responses at all for days wondering what is going on. No love or anything got me thinking about the love we used to had. I hate getting myself in these crazy situation . Tell me why good woman fuck with punk boys and get a broken heart. Putting the good ones on the side for the guys think that they have it all. You will never understand how bad i want her that i cried so hard that my shirt got wet.  The pain is something serious when you don't hear from your love one in days. I hope she understand that the love i have is real.