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"Dear God If You're Out There"
Dear God if you're out there,
You know my name right? i am eight years old but you know that dont you? mommy still gets mad at me whenever im being bad but im not really being bad am i? sometimes i think im really being a bad girl because i know that when she does those things its to teach me to be good. sometimes the things she does hurts me hurts real bad. like the time when she turned on the hot water and made me stick my hands under it i told her that it was hurting me but she said it was supposed to because if it didnt i wouldnt learn. i wish she wouldnt do these things to me. sometimes she pinches my arm if i dont do what she says and that makes me bleed and bruise. arent i supposed to have a gaurdien angel on my side or something why havent i seen her? is she hiding? i wish you could save me God i dont think this is what most moms and dads do to their kids is it? i dont like lying to dr rosen because shes a nice lady and lying is being bad. mommy thinks i lie a lot but i really dont you gotta believe me God im a good girl. i promise. im sorry for crying all the time i shouldnt cry about it because i know mom and dad love me. they dont mean to hurt me they just want to make me into a big girl who is tough and isnt afraid of nothing.
mommy tells me that your real but if your real why havent you protected me? daddys always yelling at me and mommys always doing something to hurt me and make me cry. why does she do those things. please take me away God. i dont like having to sit in water that she boiled or water that has ice in it. i dont like when she pinches me with her nails or when she hits me. i dont like when daddy takes his belt off because the leather hurts my back. everythings my fault.
dear God if youre out there tell me this.
why wont you help me?
You know my name right? i am eight years old but you know that dont you? mommy still gets mad at me whenever im being bad but im not really being bad am i? sometimes i think im really being a bad girl because i know that when she does those things its to teach me to be good. sometimes the things she does hurts me hurts real bad. like the time when she turned on the hot water and made me stick my hands under it i told her that it was hurting me but she said it was supposed to because if it didnt i wouldnt learn. i wish she wouldnt do these things to me. sometimes she pinches my arm if i dont do what she says and that makes me bleed and bruise. arent i supposed to have a gaurdien angel on my side or something why havent i seen her? is she hiding? i wish you could save me God i dont think this is what most moms and dads do to their kids is it? i dont like lying to dr rosen because shes a nice lady and lying is being bad. mommy thinks i lie a lot but i really dont you gotta believe me God im a good girl. i promise. im sorry for crying all the time i shouldnt cry about it because i know mom and dad love me. they dont mean to hurt me they just want to make me into a big girl who is tough and isnt afraid of nothing.
mommy tells me that your real but if your real why havent you protected me? daddys always yelling at me and mommys always doing something to hurt me and make me cry. why does she do those things. please take me away God. i dont like having to sit in water that she boiled or water that has ice in it. i dont like when she pinches me with her nails or when she hits me. i dont like when daddy takes his belt off because the leather hurts my back. everythings my fault.
dear God if youre out there tell me this.
why wont you help me?
Published 20th Jul 2011
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