MY UNREQUITED LOVE

Once in a month,
we make our love confessions,
only with letters but never ever to be spoken,
yesterday and today,
you avoid my glances,
with excuses of ever being shy.

A one on one discussion,
is rarer than diamonds,
physical contact is all but fantasies,
never ever to be imagined,
This relationship to others,
seems to be imposed by me.

Time and again,
I hear your laughter,
stealing glimpses to see the reason,
I see my friends swarming around you,
jealousy might be a burden,
but I'm under twice of it.

I'm a being with loves and feelings,
and you're tearing me apart,
The voices in my head,
tell me to leave,
and this my love,
doesn't seem far-fetched.

Feelings of hate and anger,
I feel none towards you,
all I feel is sorrow and pain,
that my love and care,
are ignored with ease,
This tears me apart now and again.