5: 44:  Manifest Merge

Excerpt 44 from Journal 5, 'Reaching my True Love'
  -from 'Journals to My True Love, Part 2'
 
One word at a time came out through osmosis
   evaporated edict carried and unbroken...
They formed my love in particular pallor
   worked and chosen in fulfilling valor...
Fragments spun syllabic and sycophantic
   found cohesion unfurlonged and frantic...
Spinning unformed his conscience within
   found a rhythm and beat a drum heard herein...
I heard it, I felt it, it was my hearts sound
   entirely in softened serendipity was I found...
Embraced mucillagenous and primordial source
  had not needed my thoughts or actions to force...
My Love, My Love, my heartstrings entwined
  with yours together with the truth to bind...
We hear it, we live it, it flows through our veins
  intrinsic, unspoken it remembers our names...
Rejoiced, recieved, regiven to refold
  in all its essence to never grow old...
From eternally youthful and glowing white
  into a refracted rainbow of varied light...
The one prism divided into eight color states
  we hold them all within our clandestine fate...
Reborn renewed in each others midst
   channeling divine power in a never ending tryst...
An ecstatic union of two resonating into one
   the tedious work behind us will be done...
I face you open in my arms embrace fully
   pressed against you in a closed private space...
In spirit we will join the collective higher mind
  from two into one will we ascend refined...
You came back to lift me from this sodden place
   holding me while I walked in this treacherous space...
I found you not but in my creative powers
   I dreamed you into being in the darkest hours...
Rise now from the voluminous and nebulous haze
   meet me here as I am still alive to fulfill my days...
Lead me into the future fanciful but unknown
   only speak my name softly and you will be shown...
Every mystery the lighted realms desire to know
   on earth I will show you as my knowledge will flow...
You will be enlightened and entertained and felt
   with all my sensual beauty inside you will melt...
To envelop me in your essence to submerge and
   the past and future we already know will merge...