5: 2:  Hold on Until We Meet

Excerpt 2 from Journal 5, 'Reaching My True Love'
  -from 'Journals to My True Love Part 2'
 
It is not that I do not feel Gods love,
   nor connectedness, I do...
Yet something remains left behind; You..
Know that I will not abandon You...
For my purpose, I feel is to lift you up...
In lifting you up, I am lifted...
Do not give up, hold on until we meet
   however far away...
The human struggles do not cease...
The poring over minutia do not...
Envision the big picture, My Love and wait...
When we meet, the cycle will close, the duality
   will end...I see you...I feel you...I hear you,,,
As rushing waters flow it will surround you  
   from every inch...
No area will be left untouched...
You will absorb it and balance me at last in a
   final eclipsing event...
Hold on against the pull of madness, the  
   tire of weakness, the glare of emptiness...
Be empty and hear the echo of your own voice
   that I might hear it...
Ask why and I shall tell you for these penned
   words will you read...
As I pore out my weaknesses to reveal truth,
   my words are like vital blood lost through a
   wound, irretrievable...
So shall you know them, my drained heart will be
   yours to consume, it is for you, My Love...