Thoughts inside

There's a path
Beyond the rock ahead
Where I can stop pretending
I'm not dead

Inside
Myself

I lay awake all night
I close my eyes
But never lose my sight
To see
All the pain and misery
That keeps me up all night

They say darkness can't exist without the light
But what came first
Day or night

I might
As well
Follow down to hell
Where I can lose myself
And be worry free
of useless tales
Of health or jobs and currency

Currently
I have no clue
What the fuck I'm supposed to do
Do i fight
Or just fail
Life's an endless tale
Of lying to yourself
That you're slowly going pale

A wish upon
A wishing well
Flip the coin
There's no way to tell

What the future holds
Are we still young
Or are we getting old
These secrets will some day unfold