Forgot the things in between

You couldn't wait
You couldnt relate
To my ongoing cry for help

I slept on your bosom
And died a little longer
Just to tell you the truth
Just to ride hell and back
To be around you

You left in dead of winter
And you probably hate this
Giant
Fatal
Flaw

You made me rise
From a pile of guilt

You made me
Rise across your grave

You made me this new person
A being of absolute light

I hope it was worth it,
Your petty indecisive spell
I hope it eats away
Everyday
Like a giant mistake

I went through the passage
I dipped through the storm
I was battered
And shattered
Like it mattered much
To you

You take this feeling
You ran away

This cowardice will not suffice,
I would never do such a thing to you

You broke it away
Into tiny fragments
It breaks
And it aches
And it cannot be fixed

Into this deafening noise
I feel utterly exhausted
Trying to listen carefully
To all of your reasons

But I find no comparison
To our love
And our end

I find no clear reason
For jaded indivisible spells
And torment

I feel sorry for you sometimes
Only to realize its a waste

Your realizations come later
Your time now is plenty

You forget so easily
All the things in between
That made us work

You forgot the silly voices
And laughs
And glances

Now you sit in a strangers home
And push out that 9-5 craziness

To suffice reason
For no reason

To conjure goals
And winter spells
For a few more years to come

I'll be away
Like any other day
Building my strengths
And bouts of character

You couldn't wait
You couldn't relate
To my ongoing cries for help

I'll be around
But so far out of touch
I hope it was all worth it
In the end