Self-Empathy

Maybe you're reading this and I was successful

If so, know that I really meant this
No tragic accident
Wasn't fucking tragic
Now you can process and move on
It'll be no great loss
I died a long time ago
Not sure I lived anyway

You call me selfish
Fuck you cunt
You have no empathy or compassion
You're the selfish one
If I am selfish who fucking cares
I'm not selfish anymore
I'm not anything
Anyway, it was my turn this once
Fair's fair
You had your turn

My sister
I admire you the most
You chose to dream
Attempted them
Success makes you happy
and me
for a moment

To you
I leave everything
Enjoy, be happier

Nothing I have is worth much

I've had fun, sort of
But I'd like to get off this train now