OVER

There was no sun,
no good to see,
nowhere to run,
it's only you and me,
I once had a beating heart,
hope stronger than ever,
never thought I would fall apart,
the feeling does not last forever,
he took it out of my chest,
with my last breath,
I forgot the rest,
nothing left,
the words were not enough,
it was not serious,
I was not tough,
I was being delirious,
he never cared about the stuff after sex,
I was not worth the title,
he used me as a reflex,
so I pulled out the rifle,
closed my eyes as he begged for mercy,
I had anger and rage,
"You weren't thinking of me when you fucked lucy",
he never told me he was engaged,
he fell to his knees begging at my feet,
I looked at the man that is now a boy,
"Let's talk about it just take a seat",
feeling like all I ever were was a toy,
telling me to be the better person and be bigger,
so what I did was pull the trigger.