Daddys little girl

Its funny how the world sees you
As just another golden heart
With all the good that you do
But behind closed doors
Its only me that gets the preview
Of the loving father that once was you
Left me confused feeling abandoned and used
Like i was only a season in your life
An unwanted attachment to your now dead wife
Your lack of words sliced me deeper than a knife
Sometimes i ponder how you sleep at night
Because my soul bleeds at night
At thoughts of the moment mom left my life
That was the moment when my life changed
And out of the two of us only i felt pain
Every time i cried it rained
Leaving my pillow stained
With the memories of what once was
But really couldnt be
Raised by two parents who spent their time
Sacraficing for me
Fighting for me
To give me everything
But the only thing they managed to forget
Was the vessel that was me
Night after night a double two job plight
Left me tucking myself into bed at night
But she loved me just right
Still managed to hold my heart
Softly yet tight
But you began your new life
With your rachet ass wife
Surrounding me with criminals
Barbarians and animals
Such a savage house that is no longer my home
Yet i remain humble because you still have the throne
But im still daddys little girl
Just not your own
This vessel you left sinking
All because you said you werent thinking
Yet never blinking as you buried me deeper and deeper
You are no longer your daughter's keeper
And you seem to not be my father either
But youre my blood so im still stuck with you
Besides the truth is, Daddy i still love you too