No One

Just one time for the one time
False pretenses I believed to be true
All the security and structure  I built up
Was knocked down and with a hammer,I saw you
In the same way you built me up
Was the same way you let me fall
I told you this is why I'm hesitant
Don't ever give someone your all
This is what you're left with
Nothing but Instagram memes and emotion
Gotta let go of the one person
To which you were the utmost devoted
I've been cold since then
Got a sickness from which I can't recover
Nothing can change these feelings I have
I've fell 6000 feet under
Told you that you were my love
You're supposed to be my heart and my soul
But you left me over here dying
With this lump in my throat
If you know you were my strength
How could you do this to me
Every door I ever had inside
To you,I gave the key
But this is familiar
Alone is what it always comes down to
Searched in the darkness for your promises
And I could no longer find you
There is no trust here
Everything's become worst than I feared
Can't remove this dark cloud above me
Rains these permanent tears
Nobody gives a fuck about you
Its fucked up but you'll get hurt if you don't believe it
If it seems too good to be true
Just leave because it's all deceiving
Lies for month
Just wanted to fuck you over
Helped remove the stones from the past
Just to throw you a boulder
Life is nothing
Love is nothing, it's all fake
I'm left with nothing
There's nothing else you can take
Where is my God
My protector,my faith
Look in the mirror,unrecognizable
A mask is in my faces place
Ain't no love here
No compassion, no sympathy
This emptiness and this pain
All these niggas could ever really give to me
Back to my lowest points
Tired of feeling this weight on my shoulders
Don't shed no tears,be like this
When I decide that its over
Fuck you