Gone too soon

I never got to hear your laughs
you never saw me cry
didnt get a chance to say "Hello"
you never said "Goodbye"
I didn't think that I could feel
so sad, lost and forlorn.
I never knew God chose his Angels
before some of them were born.
Your life was short yet special
I shared it all exclusively.
Many people didn't know
you were alive inside of me.
Every baby is an Angel
and every angel is divine
God needed one in heaven
He came down and took mine.
For just those few weeks
I had you to myself.
And that seems too short a time
to be changed so profoundly.
In just few days when I found out,
I came to know you...
You came to trust me with your life.
Just those few days when I lost you,
i lost a lifetime of hopes,
plans, dreams and aspirations.
A slice of my future simply vanished overnight.
Just a few weeks...
It wasn't enough time to convince others
how special and important you were.
How oddly, a truly unique person has recently died
but just a few people mourn.
Just a mere few weeks..
And no "normal" person would cry all night over a tiny unfinished baby,
or get depressed and withdraw themselves throughout the day.
No one would, so why am I??
You were just those few weeks, my little one.
You darted in and out of my life too quickly.
But it seems that's all the time you needed to make my life richer
and to give me a small glimpse of eternity.
So I closed my eyes and prayed to God today.
Asking for forgiveness for the thoughts I had the other day.
But with this prayer, all that comes to mind is to ask him why?
Why give many women babies that you may just take back right away.
You send some for a lifetime
And others for the day
And some you send to feel the womb
But there's no need for them to stay.
I just don't understand this God
I want my babies here.
I wish you could show me what my children are doing there
If I could only see their smiles and hear there sweet say,
"We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear,
but you loved us so much
I got to come straight here!
I learned my lessons very quickly.
There was no need for extra training.
I miss you Mommy soooo much
But I visit you each day
When you goes to sleep
On you pillow is where I lay
I stroke you hair and kiss your cheek
And whisper in your ear,
'Mommy, Please don't be sad today.'
I'm your baby and I am here.
We are okay!
We are here in God's home
And this is where we'll stay.
We'll wait for you with God
Until your lessons there are through
And on the day that you come home,
We'll be at the gates waiting for you"
And although we are not together
we're not really apart
for you'll always occupy a space
deep within my heart.
Time will begin to ease my pain
It's only been a few days since you've been gone.
I just wish I could have said "Hello"
and heard you say "Goodbye"