did you

Can I  change my past
Put your memory last
Forget all the pain
Hell I still cant listen to drops of Jupiter by train
I know we no ongerr talk
When im around you im a gawk
I still have you secrets buried in my skin
Every now and then I think what we could have been
I mean I though you loved me
Was that not true
Is hurting people something that you just do
I know I shouldn’t have crawled back
For  the  20th time
But what you did should be a crime  
Letting me feel passion
Then dropping me like I went out of fashion
I hope this is me saying goodbye
But if not youll hear more
One last thing
Remember before Christmas we were ice skating
And I got you the hat of mine that you love
I wanted to kiss you but I kept debating
Then as the night came to a end
you said I would only be a friend
But then before you had to leave
You kissed me then ran off
I was dumbfounded and couldn’t believe
Wall now I need to know
Did you love me or no