A Sleepless brain

A Sleepless brain

Up at one o clock, I am supposed to be sleep.

All I can hear is my ex voice saying I love you and that is what making me weak.

Going back and forth pacing the floor listening to music.

She really don’t know, what this decision doing to me.

I’m dying slowly in my heart, the love we had for each other been torn apart.

Laying in the bed, daydreaming and wishing.

I give up wishing she will come back, I will never get what I been missing.

No conversations just texting on the phone.

She be home in her bed and cannot call me, something is wrong.

I want to hear her voice, morning, noon, and night.

I am not giving up on the fight, but this situation is not right.

I am not getting enough sleep

I just can’t believe that this situation is getting me down and breaking me.

Every female left me for someone else

I gave this girl all I have I don’t have anything else.

I cry so hard like a baby.

This situation is getting crazy.

What kind of relationship was this?

I didn’t even get a kiss, because at the time that was not on my mind.  

The fact that another guy is getting all the love is eating me up inside.

Loving caring, and being there for you, I tried.

As I look around all I said is broken glass.

I wish this bad storm will just pass.

The thought of him touching, hugging and loving her its kills me.

The love we had for each other really builds me.

Trying to ease my pain by occupying my mind.

Being at home, waiting on text from her is a waste of time.

All this is on my brain and my wrecking my thoughts

I deserve more, but I just a big and huge loss.