The descent into madness

Doing pointless things
exhibit A-writing
Why?
not sure
just cause
perhaps the repetitive taps
add to a routine relaxation
an irony within itself
as repetitiveness becomes relentless

Exhibit B-creating counter arguments
a desperate attempt playing devils advocate
arguing over stupid little thing
making them seem like the end of humanity
all for what...
worse then that
is arguing for the other side
nullifying my own argument

Exhibit C-fiddling
no matter what something must always be done
a pointless something
such as exhibits A and B
but with objects
from
clicking,
tapping,
rocking,
speaking,
and the occasional meaningful fiddling
aka work

Exhibit D-unofficial OCD
tiny details are a bother
at malls whilst walking
trying to avoid every crack from every tile
to religiously collecting series of films
but
everything else is disregarded
summed up by "meh"

I feel like a walking irony
a self poem I wrote
yet this is the only stanza
I ever referenced myself

What the fuck is going here!
ask for help...send me a straight jacket
my ironically hilariously saddening life
the descent into madness!!!!