The suicide soul

A life uninhabited by the suicide soul
Life ground him down and took its toll
Once a fruitful hardworking life endured
Grandeur created from dreams obscured
Being an Entrepreneur creating millionaire lifestyle
Every year that past money making was futile
A place for amusement a place where he'd grown
Betrayed by his peers sold out now
Insubstantial Life meaningless with all accomplishment now worthless
A requirement to living had now become surpluses
Escalating worry of money, health decreasing
Only one outcome, a need to end it increasing
Showing a deceptive facade to all he was fine
April 5th was the date to end a 50 year lifetime
Accompanied by whiskey, gun and a Dictaphone
He recorded drunken passages of time all alone
He had drove and drove to his final destination
A desolate place for the act and no hesitation
Pulled out a double barrelled shot gun, lay on the bank
One shot to the head, killed from the bullet that sank. (2016)