A sad soul

"All hope is lost" he says to himself
"All hope is lost" he says to himself
"All hope is lost" he says to himself
"All hope is lost" he says to himself

Born
"...no its not right"
forced
"...no its not right"
Unwelcome from day 1
ironic how happy his birthday is
10 000 days ago his daily problem persists

"All hope is lost" he writes to himself
"All hope is lost" he writes to himself
"All hope is lost" he writes to himself
"All hope is lost" he writes to himself

Childhood
"...no it can't be right"
growing up
"...no it can't be right"
torture
always a drunk dad
always a mouthy moaning mother
always cheeky children
always tormenting teacher
always a sad soul

"All hope is lost" he screams to the world
"All hope is lost" he  screams to the world
"All hope is lost" he  screams to the world
"All hope is lost" he  screams to the world

Ready to pull the pin
blowing away his problems
blowing away his happy birthdays since day 1

the only time he was ever smiling
was when death smiled back
embracing his new afterlife
no more a sad soul