One In The Same

I sit here wishing of a better life
Without the strife
You lay here dreaming and complaining
That I'm failing you
But we are one and I am trying so
We are the same and you are full of hate and desire
Just one more
Drink
Toke
Fuck
Cut
Alone and bitter
We are like a flame to the dead
But now, if only we could see
We could perch ourselves up high
And realize what we are meant for
You are so full of self loathing and pity for yourself
I am so full of regret and hatred towards you
I fucking hate you
And you just dream, feeling sorry for yourself
I prod and poke and bury you in insults but you just cry yourself to sleep
No more,
No more
Hate me harder
Disappoint me
Throw me against the wall until I burst like a boil kept to long
I just want to scream and scream and scream
But we both come clean to our disease
Oh just let us dream