Dosnt matter

Dosnt matter what I do, or how I try...
The pain being me, I just cant get by...
The times I sit and wish god to take...
The me of whom he did make...
To rid me of the life I no...
The ridicule, the pain I show...
I want to be free of the life I no...
The hate, the judgement from ones that show...
How much they have to judge another...
How dare they, they too are just a mother...
You lie, insult and scorn me so...
You have no heart, youd never no...
You nasty mean and spiteful fool...
Your scorn to use as for your tool...
To hate, condemn and just decieve...
My life you take as just to thieve...
You are a mean and thoughtless fool...
To knock me back, that is so cruel...
Do you care that im so sad?...
No you wouldnt, that makes me mad...
You feel good now? you are the man?...
You kick me down, because you can...
You bastard, you are just a fool...
No your not! your not so cool...
Congrats to you for you have won...
Yes you took away my son!...