Fighting feelings part TWO

Its weird that we have been friends for a long time, let's work it out and we can make it to the finish line.

These things take time and we have to give it time to progress, while we been waiting for some long let's just give it a test.

Its crazy because we like to do the same thing and the same shit, all the stuff you done wrong I never called you a stupid bitch,

I been there when you was having a hard time, my birthday wish was wishing you can be mines.

Bad spouse after bad spouse you keeping getting hurt, getting with somebody else that do not like or do the same thing you do is the worse.

It hurts so much just watching you getting treated like a dog, While you can have a good person right now, BUT you are acting like fog in the air.

I know half of the times you are happy with the one that you are with,  i feel the pain when you cannot be with me.

Its not fair to us that we keep hiding our feelings from each other and not trying to help it, when i depart you will know why, I'm so sick and tired of crying, trying to be close and you pushing me away lieing saying that you don't see me in that way.

You make up lies saying  the reason why, i don't have what the other person have or I'm not attractive and that is the reason why you don't want to give IT a TRY.

See I don't understand what is going on in this world today, everybody want a person to look good or what they have, when the good out way the bad but you trying to hang in there, fucked up your whole life to the point that you are trying to find your self in the midst of the storm, you forgot who been there for you and blocked the ones who love you the most , learning from your mistakes and not doing again that is whats best.

Its a problem why you can't find nobody good, because of YOUR environment, WHAT you seen and what you heard as a child, when you was little you was listening to the wrong mouth, you think its okay to play with people feelings, that is why THE world have so much killing, don't let the negative come with you, BUT some people was born with it by seeing the one who THEY look up to do.

Its really getting kind of hard trying to text daily or even texting at all, because what is the point of a text message and you can't even call.

Fighting feelings is something we shouldn't do, we can discuss this it can only be me and you.

Tell me what is the purpose of getting with somebody else, you is the only one that i want to be with and you still don't understand, but that is kind of shellfish on one part curving somebody for a friend, we need to be there for each other and make it to the end.

Let's stop fighting our feelings its cause allot of stress and its like gas all in your chest.

Please baby girl don't fight your feelings and be real with me, because good ones go if you wait TO long, i just want you to be mine, but just don't fight your feelings. One love