FEELINGS I THOUGHT I NEVER HAD

A new publish,
A new tear,
Everytime I read,
I seem to bleed,
My eyes filled,
My 'humanity' comes back,
However I will not turn my back,
My word is my truth.

The emotions are a trigger,
I see something bigger,
Your words are like fuel,
They help me write,
But still burn my heart,
This is my plight,
My word is my truth.

At times I'm at my happiest,
I seem to have found love,
At times I'm filled with sadness,
I seem to have messed up,
At times I'm all alone,
I seem to be doing something wrong,
My word is my truth.