Again

It seems like this is a cycle
I like a girl
she like me
we go out
and she ends up hurting me in the end
why is that?
Am i ugly?
Am i annoying?
Am i over protective?
Am i clingy?
Well if it is one of those
I'm sorry its who i am
But it will end the same way
over and over again

If i could change my life for you
trust me I would do it in a heartbeat
I would keep doing it over again
till I feel like I shouldnt have from the start
but what can I do to change me?

I change my hairstyle
I start to smile more
I fool around more
Im changing everything
that you once hated
but when I show that around you
you stop talking to me
I wonder why?

When I finally figured out why you were
I was shocked that you said it
"I never wanted you to change."
Then why did you seem like I needed to
I guess I can go back to who I really am
but you will beg me to change back
again and again.