Absence

I'm falling into darkness
You push me into this place
the smell of loneliness
and the heartache of your absence
is in the air

Eternal ripples of your action echoed in time
It was "only" a petty crime (you think?)
Thou my soul plunges into this abyss
Where is the light
Is too long of a night
I just want my knight

I am roaming soulless
Concealing my emotions (and so disappointed)
No direction , all confusion
Too much to process, just a nightmare
A poisonous solution.

Tears and tear
Come in my future
Everything looks the same
But it's all so lame

I'm gone, I'm away
Looking at my life from backstage
Staring at this stranger,
(it does not make any sense)
taking over in my absence
While I mope in this trance state