Sonnet - So Close

I know that you moved on after I passed,
I can hardly blame you, after a year.
This is just the way the die was cast,
And no matter what, I'll be right here.

Sometimes, when you have her stay the night,
I crawl inside her, just to feel you, too,
It's terrible, I know. It isn't right,
But I miss you. What else can I do?

It's not like I possess her all the time --
Only when you two are making love.
Through her nerves, I feel your touch sublime,
And wear her ecstasy just like a glove.

It's the only way to feel you, don't you see?
Don't you miss being so close to me?

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