Heartbroken, depression, rainfall, the power to change....

Heartbroken-My thoughts of us being together then it happened. It felt like magic then in a blink of an eye it’s gone Again. I showed you a fake smile to let you know its fine when really it’s not, not in my eyes. I thought about howIt failed to even think of my and you being together when I knew it would never work out since I wasn't what youWanted. I wasn't that girl you want I was different but not by much that lead me to tears.

Depression- I hear those screams and I try to drown them out. I put my ear buds in and drown out the world I become At peace then I think about what happened and I fell it coming on. My eyes start to water and I think no No not again. I think about that smile that made me stop at stare. I think about that friendship that made my dayA little better each time. I think about those tears a shed over and over again.

Rainfall: Those tears felt like rain that made a stream. Like a bad storm with no way out. Like a rainfall with themAlways crashing to the ground. I never had so many tears. I never had a rainfall like that. It made me think why doI cry when I knew the outcome that would happen anyway.

The power to change: I took those raindrop tears and I got over it. I wrote a letter I will never send causeIt’s all ashes now. I got up off my feet I whipped my tears now I know I’m ok. Since I'm not wanting to shed a tear ever again.