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Your Everything

Your Everything
From the sick Mind of Monster


Idk man
Sometimes life just gets so heavy
It gets me down
Gets me thinkin

I could straight up
Jump
Right in front of a truck
And come tomorrow that ish is a memory
Like nobody even ever gave a f~Łk
Scatter my brains on this highway
My way
No more pain
No more tirade
Bye babe
(I'm sorry)
Please feel sorry for me
I know you don't want to
But for this to matter
I need you to be all sideways
Cuz our hate
And our fate
Is intertwined
Something Devine
You know this catalyst
Refuses to let us rewind
Am I losing my mind
Or running out of "due time" baby?
Am I about to get what I've got coming,
For being such a narcissist?
Or for ignoring the fact that really I am nothing
And for thinking that I don't deserve all of this?


Tell me you love me
Tell me you want me
Tell me you're not leaving without me
Tell me you need me
You'll never deceive me
Tell me I'm your EVERYTHING
Your EVERYTHING
Am I your EVERYTHING?
Your EVERYTHING

There is nothing
Quite like the sound
The pistol makes
Before you hit the ground
For a split second
There's an explosion in your ear
Because your brain couldn't react to the hollow before you could hearrrr
It, split
The occipital lobe
This is the end result
Of losing total control
But control I have
No ride to die for you
So just LIE to me and say
That your love was true
So that our life
Will not be in vain
When I take away my love
You will KNOW MY PAIN
I'll continue to give,
While you continue to take
And you continue to destroy
Everything I create
We both know
I've never been important to you
You cut my heart to pieces
No matter what I do
Every single day
All you do is just push me away
So if its my life or your life
Then it's OUR life, I'll give away

Tell me you love me
Tell me you want me
Tell me you're not leaving without me
Tell me you need me
You'll never deceive me
Tell me I'm your EVERYTHING
Your EVERYTHING
Am I your EVERYTHING?
Your EVERYTHING

The unpaid list
Is growing and growing
But the funds are flowing
Out of my pockets so fast
I don't even really know where they're going
Now everything that's due is bearin the name PAST (due)
My heart beat keeps
Stowin and over flowin
The only problem is knowin
Which emotions to keep
If I don't fix it soon
It seems like my life will no longer be bearin the name PAST (due)
So this is the time
When Joshua dies
In his place
The Prophet Monster
Shall arise (past due huh)
I'd love to see you try
To conceptualize
Why you're out of time
And your worthless lives are PAST (due)
That type of thin-king is straight PAST YOU
It takes more than epic words to just GRASP YOU
Let me please get in just a LAST FEW
And my FIRST TWO are
F*ŁK YOU

Giving away
Everything
Inside my mind that hurts me
All the pain
And the shame
My fear doubt and insecurity
It has occurred to me
That the time for this is PAST (due)
I'm seeing PAST YOU
The key to my happiness
Is simply to subtract you
Our time is now PAST (due) PAST (due)
Our time is now PAST (due) PAST (due)
I will not die for you
For you
F~Łk you

Don't say that you love me
Don't say that you want me
Just say you will be leaving without me
Don't say that you need me
You always deceive me
Don't say that I'm your EVERYTHING
Your EVERYTHING
I'm not your EVERYTHING
Your EVERYTHING

Don't say that you love me...
Don't say that you want me...

Don't say that you need me...
You always deceive me...
Written by The_Hero_Is_Dead
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