MY SchizoFreak

I love this guy but there is barrier infront .
This barrier is a friend and she will never
know  how much i feel for him.I had him but
let go and now i see him,he change and not
for the worst but for the best.Now i can be
a bitch and take him back  
but that never fair.
So i swallow my own pain.I love  
her but i love him even more ,And when he
talks of our past  
his face light up.He got a pleasure
that most want and  
now he is no longer mine.
Now he is in my backround