Seizures

What if,
It was only me and you when my world went black.
What if you sat there and witnessed those,
Invisible demons shredding at my body.
Making me convulse and twist and jerk.

If you were there once it was all over.
Would you be by my side until I was better again?
Or, would you use that time to play the game
My brother use to play?

He'd hold me to the bed,
His force was strong.
Do as he pleased .
And tell me to play along.

When I think of you, I think of him.
And for a moment.
My mood goes dim.

This probably doesn't make since to you. It doesn't have to.
Nothing ever has to make since anymore.