the killers sorrow

even through his kills
his ruthless murders
his heart still hurts
his thoughts still haunt him
and all his memories
he wants to forget them
yet no matter how much blood he spills
and how many kills he manages
he's always in tears
he's always in pain
and he always will be
nobody knows his story
nobody can understand
he's not angry at anyone
he never was
he was sad
nobody asks who he is
never ask why he does this
never notice the tears in his eyes
only see the knife in his hand
only ask what he is
and beg for their life
he never wanted to kill
he only wanted to feel cared for
he only wanted to be loved
but everyone cast him away
he was the killer in tears
the sorrow is all he knows…