It's a Miracle

 
 
I am the page  
The lines, my stage  
Influenced by self proclamation  
Burdened by my own ways    
   
Declared a God  
I had immortality  
   
Sacrifice, from all directions  
And so mine pursued in selfishness  
Whitewashed, selflessness  
   
Relentless, hopeful positivity  
Could have been denial of failure  
Ignoring uncertainty  
   
The darkness sometimes consumes me  
Reminding me what I had forgotten  
I am not invincible  
   
Harsh, raw reality  
Again, vulnerability may very well be the root  
To fall apart  
Explosions on manic panic  
   
Universe says, "Stop now."  
"Let go, you are not her.  
She's in space    
Carry on  
Do what must be done"