some more pills

I can't cope
So sometimes i overdose
Surrendering to induced comatose

"Please dont awaken me
My chest hurts to much to breath consciously"

I only dream of blue pills
Sometimes liquid nightquil

Anything to help me sleep
Anything to help me feel at ease
Anything to help me sleep
Anything to dream of us at peace

The taste of her warm skin
Her cold hands exploring details of my body
Her scent imprinted in my memory
My eyes search for you carefully

But my heart wont beat without you here
Because i cant forget you dear

So I'll have some more pills
Just until i cant feel my blood spill