I'm Not Okay

Oh I hate to disappoint
I just do it so well
And I'm too afraid to tell
What exactly this all means
Because the demon, he screams
Deep within my bloody skin
Trapped so far underneath
Without a hope of escape
I run as hard as I possibly can
I swam as far as I could swim
I jumped from the highest mountain top
Yet he shrieks and shrieks and I can't seem to make him stop
I try to pick up the pieces of what I've now become
Such tedious work it is
But please, I fucking beg you
Don't kick my pieces around while I'm still knealing on the ground