sideline

as each day passes
i feel like i lost someone
someone i love
but this battle
i coule never win…
i was meant to lose
it's my fate to lose
how could i ever win
all i am is left alone
i'm ignored
i look at her drift away
and return to the shadows
return to how i used to be
a broken person
a hollow man
a bystander
i gave it my all
only to be thrown away
i fought with everything
but i am doomed to fail
i just watch and vanish
no matter what i say
all i can do is watch from the sidelines
while this blade makes me disappear...