Dear D

Dear D,
T has finally left...but so did you.
There is so much I should have said while I had the chance. I fell in love with you....I know I wasn't supposed to do that. You fell too, I saw it, I knew. But with that being said neither party's would have admitted it. I never expected you to mean this much to me, or that it would hurt this bad when you left. 6 months.....6 months with you and I almost felt human again. I havent seen you in almost two months now.... I miss you, i wish my best friend would come back, i dont care if you love me or not anymore.
T was too much, he suffocated me. There is someone new. There always is. He's almost too much too. I can't be alone anymore, but you no longer fill the space. I needed someone, but you up and disappeared. I should have seen it coming though, your almost too easy to predict anymore.
I can't stop thinking about you, you won't go away. I wish I could have truely said goodbye. Maybe I wouldn't feel like this. The nightmares never stop these days. Too much pain in this world. But don't worry D, I feel empty. It feels like I have a hole on my chest, you will never know how much you meant to me.

I'm sorry it had to end like this. You will forever have a place in my heart

                          Signed with love,
                                          B