i understand

i understand i said to mutch without saying anything
i understand that your life has allways been beta without me
i understand that you dont want to hurt my feelings
i understand that its easyer to never see me
i understand that im out of my mind to even think
i understand
i understand the butifull was never for the ugly
i understand that the things i said were blasfermy
i understand that the way i feel is iralivent
i understand that the way you feel is diffrent
i understand my actions dont portray the fact
i understand
i understand all my words are useless
i understand my fate was decided when i proved
i dont understand