I Win

Oh disaster
Oh beautiful, final disaster
I knew you'd be back for me
Craving more of my innocence
Depleting me of my conscience
You are far too late to claim me now
For I have grown from the struggle
I have survived your beatings and I have
survived another day
I am stronger and I am wiser
You are poorer without me and I am happy
You lost what you could never have, what you never deserved
I gave myself away for far less than I was worth
You always knew you'd break me down
You, in fact, saved me from your torment
You, in fact, proved my worth with your anger and disgust towards anything involving livelihood
If you truly wanted my happiness, you got it
For I was saved from you by a beautiful soul
Your disaster has no purpose for me any longer
Just let me be, with my happiness and savior
I'm on another level and you can never touch me again
You are a plague and you are dead to me You were my answer from within
I don't hate you
No I could never do that
You were my best lesson for me to disclose at my discretion
You are not even a secret for me to hide
You are not worth my effort
It was you who taught me to disregard feelings
It was you who taught me to never trust 'true' meanings
So when you say that you want me back
Just know I do not care
And when you say you still love me
Just know I will never be there
For you will never be good enough
It isn't me that will suffer
You left me to die and you left me for the maggots
But I am happy forevermore and you will always be stagnant