Birthday

March 7th.
It's going to be lonely.
Why did you have to leave?
Nobody remembers it.
Dad had to guess.
10 times he guessed.
I had to tell him when it was.
It's not fair.
Why you?
Everything good in my life.
My world came crashing down around me.
I try to put the pieces back.
But people keep knocking it down.
I don't know how to fix it.
So empty.
So lost.
So alone.
Mom.
I miss you.
I still cry.
It's not the same without you here.
I'll be alone.
I am alone.
March 7th.
Happy Birthday to me.
Well.
Now.
It's just a birthday.