Been A While

Been a year and then some,
Haven't had it any better than fuck-
Me blue eyes and an ass that
Had me going just seated in my
Lap. I got you all day, with
Stamina that only nineteen and twenty-
Somethings know. I'm still un-
Sure if your fondness for
Cigarettes alone gave you that gifted
Lipwork around a man's shaft, but
Fuck me if it doesn't count. You were
everything from my late-night in-
Hand daydreams and so much
Better, whether I was pinned to the
Bed under your feral rise and fall, or you were
Giving it up from behind, eyes glancing
Back above a red cherry and smoke
Rolling over your lips. I think you
Ruined me, but I've come to learn that,
I'm only a year older, and I'd
Take that chance again.