Lost soul

Tubes and tables
Needles and scissors
Stretched out on a metal table
So was I
Room bathed in white light
Legs wide open
Eyes creeping up on My body
Hands danced into My thighs
Along with snaring metal teeth
Oh dear child forgive Me
I can't bring you to this world yet
Rod thrust into Me
Forceps crushed and crashed
Bones cracked like biscuits
Parts after parts
Piece followed piece
Bits by bits
Just like flower petals
Eyes filled with pain and sorrow
I hurt but refused to cry
Lost soul
My scared womb
Became a tomb