ill wait

I can only be so strong
I’ve dealt with this pain for too long
Can I please be done
Tell me you don’t care
It was all for fun
That you’ll laugh when my lungs can’t take in air
I’m to far gone
As I cry Ill watch you yawn
You got tired of playing with my emotions  
Now im just going through the motions
Waiting for you to take me back
My heart I will lack
Did you just throw it in a trash bin
Or poke my voodoo doll with another pin
The truth is im giving up
Im emptying my cup
I cant take this pain any more
What am I living for
I just want this pain to end
It seems like depression is my latest trend