Disarray Feelings

 

I'm so fucked up right now

i'm crying on the bathroom

tub, releasing out the sting

that keeps my heart

in agony.


I'm so far gone from this

reality in the dark, shadows,

my heart feeling unrealistic,

imma mess and i feel like

don't belong here.


Still your pounding

on my chest, with your

words like a ape, slicing

away at this bleeding

heart, that still see you

needling at it with your

figure tips. Laughing

and saying your feelings

are at disarray.