Why cant you?

Why cant you?
I  try ignoring you
but still you always show your face,
I try shutting down my mind
but still u force the ON button,

Why cant you?
I am alone and lonely
But still...
I try paving a new way
But still..

Why cant you?
It has been a while, I thought you left,
But here you are still blocking my way,
I try paging my book
But still...

Why cant you?
I try making new friends
But  you scare them away,
I try opening up to someone
But you always there opening a different door.

Why cant you?
Why cant you just let me be me?
Why cant you?
Why cant you just let me be happy?

WHY CANT YOU???