on the right track..

i am not the one to love and cherish...
i am too broken and damaged..
i am the result of a love train on the tracks of forever until...
...forever got broke down and love fell through and it crashed hard into the earth's despair and misery...
understand, i am not love or hope..
so driven to no point of return i, long ago i lied myself down on those same tracks to find that i am once again wrong?!
...i cried, i fought, i prayed, and i begged and love never even came back around for me..
i was fed up with lies thinking i was on cloud nine and woke up too many times in the dirt..
and i was alone, i was a broken bird who could never find the strength to fly past nine again but...

it was you...
like an earthquake in my heart it started to rumble
and i was startled by it because I've never felt this before..
you touched me just right and in every way, without even touching my body.
it was the way you did that gentle smile..
the joy you had in you..
healing slowly of the bruises and pain
there you were caressing my very soul.
cloud nine was nothing compared to the stars, to which you had taken me
...it was much more than your kisses, it was my hearts way of telling me that..
...today is the day that "i am" is over because you turned it into "i was".
like your masterpiece..you molded me into "your love" and that forever turned into our eternity like it was meant to be..my King, my Joy, my Soldier...my eternity.