Beautiful

Never really felt beautiful

except when I was with him

my breasts were fuller,

legs were longer,

stomach flatter

He made me feel beautiful,

loved, desired, sexy

The heat makes me think of him

Summer was our time

When we met

When we were at our best

On the boat, in the van,

next to the truck in the parking lot,

in the woods

We made love everywhere

I miss him

I miss our heat and passion

I miss being beautiful