Heartless

I hate the way you stained my thoughts.      
Wish i could get a saw and shave it off.      
Just to have a peice of mind. Time still      
Sings the songs i wrote for you haunting      
Me with vocals that bring up the thought      
Of some other dude poking you. Now my      
Thoughts are just as black as the letters      
I text with. Fantasies of stabing you through      
Your chest while your sexing him then Carve      
Out his heart and use it in a black sacrament.      
   
You make me wanna fracture my skull because of you i cant feel nothing at all. I tried to love but it gone since you took my heart  i wonder if i have one at all.    
Im so heartless.    
     
Cuz like a dumb ass i thought it was real traped inside of a room full of mirrors and smoke until i eventually choked. The message in the bottle was filled, with clear i didnt get it. so i just sipped, drunken off an idea a fantasy of a woman who wouldn't use a hopless romantic and dump him now every once in a while when shit remind me of you i vomet and puke up lines about you dying cuz        
   
You make me wanna fracture my skull because of you i cant feel nothing at all. I tried to love but it gone since you took my heart  i wonder if i have one at all.    
Im so heartless.      
     
All you had to do was tell the truth. I wouldnt have loved you, just would have fucked you instead you prepared a ruse for my destruction it worked cuz im hurt you make me wanna destroy everything annoyed everyday i hope you fucking die and your existence erase so i could stop feeling this way you fuckin bitch i never used the words i love you in vein you used it as a drug in your succubus ways. The mind fuck is that my feelings arnt reluctant to change.......... Nah im just playing i dont still love your ass i hope you get hit by a fucking meteorite submerged in lightening then explode leaving your guts exposes on the phone while im writing pun intended.