A Letter To You

I never got the chance to address us, I never got the chance to address me and I never got a chance to address you.

Because of you I have grown but because of you I have fallen to the bottom but because of me I had to end us in order for you to grow and for me to be a better me.

I hate what we have become as I never fathomed we would get to this point.
I only hope that you are having the best life
I only hope that you do not miss me because some times I still miss you
I only hope that I can move on as I have found greener grass
But because of You I cannot enjoy it.

I thought I addressed what me and you had but your return just brought back all the emotions
Except this time it isn't Love
It is something I cannot understand

I feel like You are holding back what I could have with her
Because She is so Beautiful
On the Inside and Out
I want to love her whole heartedly
And I do not want you to keep coming back

You are such a great soul
But you are a great soul that crushed me
You Are the type of Soul
I NEVER hope to meet

So I am telling you that
I am letting you go again
I blame you for nothing
But I can't let you keep me
From my Everything

This is the last Goodbye
This is is me addressing us
And I hope we never happen again

So this is a letter to you
A letter Filled me my essence
But Hey

I am still me, But Now I just know
That I belong somewhere else
The only place I need to be
Is where you are not

And that is a destination we cannot share
Because I truly believe that I have found
Somewhere I belong