Diary note about you

28/09/2015 08:13

It's 8AM in the morning and I reached the point that I wish I've never met you.
I feel extremely depressed. It might be a side effect of the drugs...
Doesn't take away the fact that I wish I've never met you.
What if you never walked in that bar 3 years ago...
I feel so insanely stupid and naive. I know you don't love me.
I know you never did and I know you never will.
Why do I even keep convincing myself that somewhere deep down you do?
I hate the fact that I'm in love with you, that I always have been and that I probably always be in love with you,
and you never had, have or will have the same feeling about me that I have about you.